Monday, December 22, 2008

AMAZING !!

Amazing
How easily
we slide off
each others
pages
In the blink of time's eye
turn pages
from adoring
to touring
another visionof space
hmm......strange

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MEDIC !!

MEDIC !!!!!!!!!


SO I had a MARVELOUS evening yesterday. I want to go into details but lets just say after dreaming for a long time it finally came true *smiles for miles*. A lady never tells.

So I get to bed and hit comatose mode and I tell you Mt St Helene wouldn't have woken this puppy. I woke up at 3:45 fucking smiling....I mean it, I was smiling in my sleep *blush*. Anyway I woke up with my hand over my cooch with a smile on my face and my phone ringing with the soung "Dutty Wine" into my ear. Ummm hmmmm !! SO anyway was my MArine Terminal Superintendent telling me that 2 of my guys just got into an accident so as Marlon the Clown Fish so eloquently put it, "Good Feeling's Gone". Sat up and paid attention, got all the details and informed them I was to be kept in constant contact as to their status and headed off to the gym. Now after the workout I had last night I guess it was all the residual endorphins that convinced me I had the strength to hit the treadmill, do a complete leg super set and then join the Abs class held my Hitler's Mistress. I DONT KNOW WHAT I WAS THINKING !!!

I must have been fucked 3 weeks from sunday (yes baby, I can still feel you inside of me) cause I was fucking Skipping to the gym from my car. Yes you heard me skipping...me !! I ran up the stairs, flashdanced my ass on the treadmill like those B-boppers from the 80's (She Bop Cyndi Lauper style), Richard my trainer was like "What got into you", and I was like "Wouldn't you like to know, well actually she....." uh uh uh A lady never tells !! SO he was like putting 45s on the leg press and I was like humming "She loves me...yes she loves me" and pressing away ladies and gents. Leg extensions and curls...HEY no problem man, 70lbs my first week back in the gym yeah chick feed. Daah dah daah dah !!! She's a maniac ..Maniac On the floor now . And she's dancing like she's never danced before (Eat your heart out Bette !!) Calf raises and squats, hey No problem my friend (with my best Cheech Marin impression). Then a dark shadow fell over me...and there she was.

Mistress to the Fuhrer himself.....*giggling* This chick has the smile of a goddess but the demeanor of Satan on the rag. I met her the first time and we had a loverly convo, you know what took me so long to get to the gym, where I worked, what she liked to do when she had time off...blah blah good stuff. And I genuinely thought I could get to like being her friend till she kilt me this morning. You know those gym instructors who know you're hurting but just smile and tell you "Only ten more" TEN MORE? Do you not see my spleen running for the door? Man she was ruthless. I love her though cause when I passed out in the middle of class she made a prayer circle around me with the rest of the class till I woke up. Rubbing my eyes, she whispered "I kept count so you would know how much you have left to finish" Aaahhh consideration you know.I got through the class, which by the way I will be attending every monday, wednesday and friday, after passing out just 3 times and she made sure to come over and give me a great big hug and told me she was proud of me for making it through my first time. BLUSH ! God I'm In Pain............MEDIC !!!!!!

TREADSTONE

TREADSTONE

Life has been exactly that
being lived;
treading tentatively onto the stepping stones
along my river's journey
hoping that I remember how to swim if I fall in.
Although these days my tendancy
has been more to float
No fighting against life's current
but the decision to quietly acquiesce
has been more my forte of late.
Look, listen, learn........live
Quiet reserve to hear the whispering of my soul
and feel the beauty of the universe around me.
Welcome to my journey